I think that I let myself grieve just enough when she passed and then I just got on with things. That seems to be what I do. I am a great listener, but not always so good at opening up about myself and my own feelings. It seems like only now am I really feeling the true feelings of loss and having these moments of just missing her. It's not entirely a sad thing though, in some ways it's almost a comfort to just feel the emotion of it; if that makes sense? I actually had a dream about her for the first time recently. I have always thought it was strange that I never dreamed about her after she passed. I don't really remember what the dream was about, but I remember that she was in it, and that it was nice. It felt peaceful. I miss you Mum...............
"Perhaps they are not
stars in the sky,
but rather openings
where our loved ones
shine down
to let us know they
are happy."
(Unknown)stars in the sky,
but rather openings
where our loved ones
shine down
to let us know they
are happy."
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1 comments:
I understand your feelings exactly Kim...September is a tough month for both of us...seems we both lost a lot in the last few years and their mutual birthdays always bring memories both good and sad to the forefront of our minds. I hope your Mom and mine are two of those stars shining down on us and are remembering all the good times we shared with them. I sure miss them.
Love...Nan
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