My Confession

Hello, my name is Kim, I am a 48 year old grandmother, and yes I am a Twihard. I'm not a camp out for 5 days to get tickets, "Team Edward" tee shirt wearing (Ahem, Jamie) kind of  Twihard, but it's true, I have been bitten by the vampire bug. When the Twilight craze began and Jamie was completely immersed in the book series I thought that the whole premise sounded simply absurd. A sparkly vampire??? Puhleeeeze!! Jamie tried her best to get me to go to the theater with her to see the movie when it came out, but I could not be swayed...."No, no, no", I affirmed over and over, "I have no desire to see that movie." Then one evening when there was nothing on television, and I was weak, I let her convince me to watch the Twilight DVD with her. I started reading the books that same weekend. And yes damn it! I LIKED THEM!!

I didn't care that Edward might be the bad guy, rather than the hero, I no longer cared that these were vampires without fangs, I didn't even care that Edward sparkled! I just got lost in the story. Stephanie Myers has somehow managed to reinvent the same old love story that has worked for so many generations. It's a fun indulgence, the books were an easy read, and the movies are a great two hour escape from the real world.

The Pillaging of the Park

Trick or treating.........it brings back so many memories. I think that it is the one thing from my own childhood that hasn't really changed all that much. The candy is a little different, but the kids in their costumes and the excitement is still just the same. Maddox and Mia were both pirates this year. Mia was sent off to Auntie Jamie's for her makeup and hair-do. For some reason we felt that Mia needed to be a glam pirate. Auntie Jamie did not disappoint, and Mimi was returned to us with a hairdo fit for a prom. Mia has baby fine stick straight hair and it was a breezy night.....needless to say the do was short lived.

Mandy proceeded to get Maxie into his costume and we were off. We were a bit concerned about how well Mia would handle the decorations and seeing the other kids in costume since she had already had a few melt downs upon seeing various Halloween related things throughout the season . Mandy had to shield her from the costumes in the stores, and she even fell apart at seeing Maddox's preschool teacher dressed as a cow! She surprised us all and did great. Both kids were well behaved and even remembered to say thank-you when they received their treats. They tuckered out after an hour or so and we all headed back to Jamie and Josh's for Pizza and cake and ice cream to celebrate Mandy's birthday.

This Picture came out very creepy with the lighting. I think I see some ghostly spirits lurking.

 Want some???

Awwwww! Look closely, you don't see this too often!

The kids were fascinated by this animated pumpkin.

Mama and Maddox

 

Papa and Mia

Auntie Jamie and Maddox

A bucket full of candy = One happy boy!

Enough Halloween, ready to go to Uncle Josh and Aunt Jamie's

 

Slow Blog

Just a quick note to address the occasional slow down of my blog. I have noticed that it has been having periods of loading very slowly. I thought that it may have something to do with using my own graphics, but upon researching it  I have come across many others out there who have been having the same problem. It seems to come and go so hopefully the problem will stay gone. :) If you visit and the page takes forever to come up, please try again later and it's likely to be fine. I'll keep trying to figure out what the cause is, and if I find that it is on my end I will try to get it fixed.
~Kim~

Sugar??....and Spice

Mia helped Amanda make goody bags for Maddox's preschool Halloween party. Now, Mia is not really what you might call much of a girlie girl. She likes to get right in there and really involve herself in whatever it is she is doing. You can generally get a pretty good sense of what Mia has done during the day just by examining her face, clothes and hair! Well, take a look at the pic and you'll see what I mean.......

BEFORE

AFTER

Than goodness for Mr. Bubble and Johnson and Johnson!

Slinky Springs & Things

A Stump For A Tail

You can't buy loyalty, they say,
I bought it though, the other day;
You can't buy friendship, tried and true,
Well, just the same, I bought that too. 

I bought a single, trusting heart,
That gave devotion from the start.
If you think these things are not for sale,
Buy a brown-eyed puppy with a stump for a tail.

Author unknown.

The one thing that this poem doesn't tell you is that boxers remain at about the level of a three year old child both emotionally and behaviorally for a very long time. They are goofy and endlessly busy! This is Emmy's latest adventure with a small plastic slinky. She played with it much longer than the kids did. Gotta love her!

Santa Claus '08

This a Santa that I started last year and finally finished up over the summer. I have a new one started and hope to finish him up within the next several weeks. If I find time I will try to post some pics of him in the works.....I wish that my feelings of creativity were more in sync with my free time. I would surely get more accomplished! It always seems as though whenever I have some free time, I am not in the mood to sculpt.

Leaf Peeping Anyone??

Al and I just took a short trip through Western Maine, New Hampshire and Vermont to do some leaf peeping. We left Sunday morning headed for St. Johnsbury, Vermont. We didn't have any specific plans in Vermont. We were just looking forward to enjoying the beautiful ride. Sunday was a partly cloudy day so the tress didn't always show their true vibrancy- but when you did get those patches of sunshine, it was unbelievably beautiful. The mountains looked like they were covered with a soft blanket of oranges, yellows, and rich reds. We arrived at our hotel, got settled in, and struck out to find something for dinner.

We soon learned that it was probably a good thing that we didn't have too many high hopes for things to do, because just finding dinner in St. Johnsbury proved to quite a task. Let's just say that there were not many options in the area! We ended up with some dry, sauce-less chicken parmesan takeout that we ate back in the hotel room. The location.....not so great, but I loved this hotel room. Not fancy, but so comfy and convenient. It was just easy to settle in and feel right at home. In the morning we headed east toward North Conway, New Hampshire. The scenery was breathtaking to say the least. I did take pictures, but they don't begin to do justice to the beauty of the mountains in person so I am not even going to post them. We arrived earlier than expected and stopped at The Settler's Green Outlet Mall to do a bit of Christmas shopping for the kids. We had never been and were pleasantly surprised at both the quality and quantity of shopping options located there. Our hotel for Monday night was located right in the heart of North Conway and convenient to everything. It wasn't quite as comfortable as our previous room, but it served it's purpose as a clean, quiet place to sleep and shower. We spent the rest of our time in North Conway doing a bit more shopping for the grand kids and just relaxing. There was one place that we drove by every time we left the hotel called The Christmas Loft.

It was decorated outside for Christmas with trees and lights galore. What really caught my eye was a huge jolly looking Santa in one of the front upstairs windows. He was just beckoning me to come on in. After several trips by the place we finally said"What the heck!", and pulled in. Now, I love all things Christmas, I mean I really love all of it!! I get sucked into the commercialism of it, I know that it's wrong, and I try to fight it, but I just can't help it. We walked into the store and I was full of my usual amount of Christmas enthusiasm. Our senses were immediately bombarded with everything and anything Christmas  that you can think of. All you hear from every direction are the noises of the holiday, bells and toys, Ho Ho Ho's and jingle bells. It is room after room of ornaments, figurines, gifts, Santas, many motion activated, some animated, and most noisy. I am still not 100% sure if this experience was "Christmas Heaven" or Christmas Hell". Whatever your feelings about the commercial part of the holiday; if you're ever in North Conway you should check this place out just for the experience of it. All in all, we had a fun and relaxing couple of days, the foliage was perfect, and it was nice to have some alone time with Al. With the hectic work days that we keep and weekends that fly by we don't get much quiet time together.

Fryeburg Fair Fun

This past Saturday afternoon Greg, Amanda, and Maddox struck out on the adventure known in these parts as the Fryeburg Fair http://www.fryeburgfair.com (Pronounced "Fayuh" if you are a true Mainer.)

It promised to be cold and breezy night so they bundled up in warm clothes. Amanda even broke out Maddox's  gloves and winter hat. Maddox's theory was that his hat was a snow hat and he would only wear it if there was snow at the fair. As you can see in the pictures somewhere along the way he decided that the hat was a cold, windy, fall night hat as well. This is the largest fair that comes to the area and it is generally wall to wall people from the day it opens until it's closing day. Reports from the kids tell me that this year was no different. Generally, if you don't arrive at the fairgrounds early in the morning you will end up paying a good amount of cash to park on a private resident's lawn. This lawn is usually a good two miles from entrance. The kids lucked out in that they found free parking, but had a loooong walk to the gate. They managed to make their way around despite never ending waves of people, ate ridiculously over priced fair food, and took in the sights. The sights mostly consisted of every possible breed of farm animal along with various home baked goodies,crafts and handiwork all entered in contests in hopes of winning that elusive fair blue ribbon. A good time was had despite the chilly temperatures and Maddox was thrilled that he rode on a real horsie.

Pardon the quality of the pictures, Mandy brought along her camera, and it does not do well in low light situations. :)

You Say Stubborn, I Say Decisive

Mandy arrived to pick Maddox up from preschool to find him sitting by himself, not participating in the end of the day recess. Upon speaking with his teacher she learned that he didn't want to clean up his station after table time. The rules are- if you don't listen to Miss Linda you have to sit out. Miss Linda had been forewarned that Maxie can have a bit of a stubborn streak, but this was her first time actually seeing it put into action. She said that he pretty much sat out most the day, very calmly replying, "Nope." each time she would ask him if he was ready to clean up.

Mandy: "Maddox did you have a bad day?"
Maddox: "I did."
Mandy: "How come?"
Maddox: "Because I didn't clean up my station."
Mandy: "Why didn't you clean up your station?"
Maddox: "Because I didn't want to."

On the car ride home Mandy explained how important it was to listen to Miss Linda if he didn't want to sit out again. Maddox readily agreed that he did like school and that he wanted to listen to Miss Linda. He made it very clear that he didn't want to be naughty. Yay! parental victory. The next day in hopes of reinforcing the lesson that had been learned from the experience Mandy initiated the conversation once again:

Mandy: "Maddox, you have school tomorrow, are you going to be a good boy?"
Maddox: "I am!"
Mandy: "Are you going to listen to Miss Linda?"
Maddox: "I am!"
Mandy: "Good boy!"
Mandy walks away once again feeling a satisfying sense of victory in the parenting department when a little voice speaks out:

Maddox: .............."But I'm not gonna clean my station."

Hoping For A Starry Night

Today would have been my mother's 67th birthday. She has been gone since January 2007 and for some reason I have been finding her in my thoughts much more often during the past several weeks. Maybe it's because of it being her birth month or maybe it's just where I am in the process of it all, I don't know.

Life does have a way of just moving forward and it's easy to push things to the back of your mind in the everyday hustle and bustle of just getting by.
I think that I let myself grieve just enough when she passed and then I just got on with things. That seems to be what I do. I am a great listener, but not always so good at opening up about myself and my own feelings. It seems like only now am I really feeling the true feelings of loss and having these moments of just missing her. It's not entirely a sad thing though, in some ways it's almost a comfort to just feel the emotion of it; if that makes sense? I actually had a dream about her for the first time recently. I have always thought it was strange that I never dreamed about her after she passed. I don't really remember what the dream was about, but I remember that she was in it, and that it was nice. It felt peaceful. I miss you Mum...............      

"Perhaps they are not
stars in the sky,
but rather openings
where our loved ones
shine down
to let us know they
are happy." 

(Unknown)
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